Ugh,
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
I'm utterly bored. Nothing to do. I don't like this time in the summer where everything seems to be pointless. I need plans, or at least errands. I feel so... I don't know. I just need something to keep me busy. Eh, in this point of my life... I want something bad happening to me. Seriously, why not a car accident? Or maybe a shoot out outside my front door? Hell, maybe be in love and then be heartbroken later?! God damn, I need something happening to me. But, I know I don't really want that to happen. Wanna know what I want? I want a day where I just smile and laugh the whole time, and when I go to sleep I would be really really happy. But that hasn't happened since like forever. Pretty depressing. I need to go back to school, or better yet, a life.